#i only judge people who act like it wasn't a big deal at the time

[twopoppies]

About T.S there's a lot of larries who are also fan of hers and I don't think that's bad, especially because how H acted the last time he was around her. I really dont think he'd act this way around O*, for example. On the contrary, I'd really doubt of a larrie who is fan of Elk or O.W. I don't think that's the case for T.S

I think Harry is in a very different space--in his relationship with Louis, within himself and in his career--and that makes having a cordial relationship with her much simpler. I don't believe they're friends or that they socialize outside of industry events. But I think he's at peace with H*ylor and everything that came of it.

[vivgst]

She hates monotony and loves the new challenge she finds in you, so she won't rest until she gets her way, as always (Part two).

Part one: https://www.tumblr.com/vivgst/738748127248531456/she-hates-monotony-and-loves-the-new-challenge-she

There's gonna be a part three btw (maybe more).

The way you had played with her made her see red although that really hadn't been your intention, because you weren't even interested in her, which for some reason only made her angrier, and she inevitably wanted to make you feel more, it was unfair that you went on with your life as if nothing had happened while she was being consumed by the memories of that night.

So she would see you again, she sent her men to pick you up, calling you was out of question, she would not lose her pride, she would rather lose a hand.

You arrived, wearing a black lace dress, a little more revealing than your previous outfit but you still looked just as spectacular, her men were enthralled, almost drooling all over the place but none of them were stupid enough to even dare to give you a lustful look.

One of them showed you where to go and you followed his order, going up the stairs and walking down the hallway while you judged the mansion and the little you had seen of it. It was a big and incredible place, however you could tell from miles away that it was nothing more than a place of decoration, it lacked warmth.

You were brought out of your thoughts when you reached the door to the room and entered, looking around. She was sitting at a desk and her gaze drifted from her papers to you, she frowned.

“You look worse for wear.” She said with an accusatory tone, it sounded like she was questioning you; you gave her a blank look and shrugged.

“If I disgust you then I can leave and someone else from the club will come.” You said bluntly and she looked at her papers again and when she looked up you didn't like what her eyes had.

The tinge of compassion in her eyes was barely perceptible but you hated it, you weren't there to be comforted or seen with pity, you couldn't feel that way with any client, you couldn't feel. Period.

“I didn't say you disgusted me.” She said and stood up from her chair, approaching you slowly and looking at your face. You only had a small cut on your eyebrow, your neck was the most bruised, full of scratches and red. "¿Quién chingados te hizo esto?" She demanded in a stern tone, you looked into her eyes and debated whether to tell her or not, but she would know anyway.

"Un cliente. Estoy acostumbrada". You said and she looked at you as if you had two heads, she was angry, enraged and it was obvious.

“How the hell do you allow people to treat you like that, chula?” You wanted to speak, but she wouldn't let you. “Dime el nombre de ese hijo de su puta madre.”

"No".

“I'm not asking.” She warned, however you shook your head again, unfazed by her growing anger.

“I won't tell you, it's my problem. I don't want you to interfere in my business, you're still just a client." She scoffed, looking at you in disbelief at your audacity, who the fuck did you think you were to say no to her?

“Don't think that-” You didn't let her finish speaking, you didn't want this, you didn't want another jealous client, you didn't want any more drama.

You also didn't want to feel vulnerable in her gaze or comforted by her anger at what he had done to you.

“I came to have sex, to be used, not to have this conversation.” You said coldly, she clenched her jaw, how could you even talk about yourself that way? She hated hearing you talk that way and act like that beating you got wasn't that big of a deal.

However, she was clearly overstepping your limits and she knew you would tell her to go to hell if you wanted to, you weren't afraid of her.

That was making her angrier, it was no longer fun.

“This time you're not going to do whatever the hell you want, we don't need to remember that I'm the one paying, right?”

If she couldn't get the information she wanted from your own mouth, then she would get on your nerves some other way.

She slid your dress off your body delicately, as if you were made of glass, her fingers brushing against your skin that was incredibly cold. Her hands were warm and ran over your body as if it was easy, as if they knew the route by heart, which again, made you feel vulnerable in her presence.

As your dress fell to the floor, she gently leaned you against the wall, her hands moving over your breasts, grazing the sensitive skin of them. Your gaze was on the floor, you were melting in her hands, but your pride wouldn't let you give in, it never did.

“We can skip the romance and-” Her hand wrapped around your mouth and she gave you a grin as she shook her head, she wasn’t going to let you ruin it, she was going to take what she wanted from you.

"I don't want to". She spoke in a hoarse voice, her hands moving down your entire torso until they got between your legs, torturing you, teasing you.

And suddenly she dropped to her knees, lifting your leg onto her shoulder before burying her face between your thighs. You stifled a gasp and pressed yourself further against the wall when you felt her tongue slide gently through your wet folds, your legs weakened with every movement she made on you and even though you bit your lip to not make any noise it was impossible for you not to grab a fistful of her hair, which made her smirk against your skin.

Nothing was on your mind anymore, you were focused on the feeling of heat that swirled in your belly and how she began to lightly suck on your swollen bud which, inevitably, made you moan.

Well, there was no point in playing hard to get when she was feeling how wet you were, right? So fuck it.

You relaxed noticeably, your body began to give in to the pleasure she was giving you and you wanted more, your hips rocked against her lips and you were loving the feeling of her tongue on your wet cunt.

But you needed more.

So you pulled her towards you, making her stand up to crash your lips against hers, kissing her with a hunger you didn't know you felt for her. Valeria immediately kissed you back, her hands wrapping around your waist to press her body against yours and guided you as best as she could to the bed, making you lie down. She quickly got rid of her clothes and you let her adjust you on the bed until one of your legs was over one of her legs and her other leg was over your opposite one.

Just the light brush of your flesh against hers made you hiss, she gave you a smug smile, she was loving how horny and needy you were.

Soon she began to move her hips softly, slowly, which left you even more breathless and you caught your lower lip between your teeth, you tried to move your hips in an attempt to keep up with the rhythm but she kept you in place.

“But you wanted to save yourself the romance, right?” She asked mockingly and you glared at her.

“Fuck you.” You breathed out and she let out a laugh that ended in a hoarse groan, this was just what Valeria had been imagining for days, having you underneath her writhing and moaning.

Valeria began to move faster, her hips rocking more erratically, less precisely, and you found yourself close to your climax, your thighs tightening as she kept pressing and grinding her lower lips into yours.

And she looked down at you, oh… the way she looked at you while letting out light gasps was enough to make you come, Valeria’s orgasm meeting yours at the sight of your body and you losing yourself.

The two of you stayed there, lying in bed, Valeria's arm casually around your waist and you were falling asleep when you felt her move, she was going to leave, you didn't know where or why but you didn't want her to and you clung to her.

You wanted to say, “stay with me, I don't want to be alone” but you had already given in too much and you felt ashamed. She got the message though and you felt her body relax once again causing you to fall into a deep sleep.

But morning came and with it the realization of what had happened. You had sex, not like the sex you’d have with a client, it was passionate you even came, you enjoyed it.

You wanted to hit yourself, what the hell was that? You couldn't collect your dignity because you had thrown it all away yesterday, what you did do was get out of bed as slowly as you could, you picked up your clothes and dressed stealthily.

You couldn't do this again, you couldn't see her again, so you left without waking her and vowing never to see her again.

[neoameba]

Heya there! We need some good old angst, so can you write an Yan!Aizetsu x reader, but the reader instead likes another clone ((Sekido)) and not him? :D if not that's fine! Take as longbas ya need ^^

I love this idea :P

"But you belong to me."

Yandere! Aizetsu x GN! Reader

Warnings: Angst! yandere behaviors, unspecified gender reader, self-degrading behaviors, possessive jealousy, manipulation, implied Sekido x reader, Aizetsu is just a cute kitten 😞

Summary: Aizetsu loves you so much... You treated his main body with kindness and are someone so good at heart, so pure, so fragile... He and his "brothers" have become very attached to you, even though you are a human. That clone treated you so well, and that's why when he found out you liked Sekido, he freaked out. He won't let you be with someone else. Never.

It was always the night the two of you met. And since it wouldn't be, the demon can't just come out in broad daylight. But that made it more special and the moonlight made it even romantic. The oni would climb the walls of your house and suddenly divide itself into four, each clone with its iconic personality.

And it was like that for a long time. Sometimes they arrived smelling of blood, but it didn't bother you. You lived in a place that was kind of far away from everything, so having their company was really nice. You spent hours talking to Urogi and Karaku, but especially Sekido and Aizetsu. They had such distinct personalities, it was funny.

But... You always noticed something strange about Aizetsu. Something that the other clones didn't have. He always leaned on you, physical contact was never enough and he hated it when you paid more attention to other clones. He cried, and sometimes even scratched you, when he wasn't saying bizarre things like "You do not like me? Don't I deserve your affection? Look at me..." He didn't even care if the other clones were judging him, although he didn't like the looks of disgust.

Despite that, you still liked him and he acted normally sometimes. But everything changed in just one night.

.....

The time for the routine visit had arrived, but unlike every other time, the clones were not at his door and neither was Hantengu at his window preparing to enter without permission. It was just... Aizetsu. He was already inside your house, without permission or prior notice. His blue eyes shone in the dark as always, but this time there was something more in that look.

You weren't even scared anymore, his presence was known to you. You just decide to let the boy/demon into your room like he and his clones normally did. He smiles slightly at you and silently sits on your bed, where he looks at you closing the door.

"Aizetsu... Where are the other clones?"

"Don't ask about them when it's just the two of us here. Do you want other people here? It hurts me..."

Again, he acts like anything you say about other people is a big deal. "Sorry, Zetsu."

His eyes light up when you call him by the nickname you gave him. Aizetsu's heart begins to leap with happiness, a very overwhelming feeling for someone who is only the embodiment of sadness. You sit down next to him, and he automatically moves closer to you, holding your hand.

"I just want to talk to you, [Name]..."

He says, looking down. Aizetsu didn't seem to have enough courage to look you in the eyes while he wanted to ask you something. He seems to have waited a long, long time for this.

"... Do You like me...?"

It catches you off guard, but you laugh softly. "Of course I like you, Zetsu. I like all the clones." But instead of being happy, he looks hurt, as if you had said something he didn't want to say. "You don't understand... Do you like me, [Name]?"

You stay silent, looking at him with slightly wide eyes. You were too naive to not realize that he liked you romantically, or was just focused on other things. You didn't want to hurt the oni, but you needed to be honest with him (and he would know if you were lying).

"... I'm very sorry."

He looks at you, as if surprised and scared. At the same time sad and enraged. "If not me, who then?" His grip on your hand tightens, and you could feel that at any moment, with just a little more force, he could break the bones in your hand.

"...Sekido."

"...Sekido...?!" He says, a low growl in his voice you could hear. He looked in shock, and his eyes were wide and starting to water. He remembers all the moments when your laughs were directed towards Sekido, when Sekido wasn't able to get angry with you even though he is the personification of anger, when the two of you seemed too close... A vein pops out of his head, and he pulls your hand towards him, making your torso almost fall into his lap. Your free hand holds onto the bed for support, as you widen your eyes at the situation. Your faces were almost glued together, and now you could see his eyes and expression more clearly.

“But you won't stay with him. You don't understand how much this hurts me, I thought you cared about me..."

His eyes started to fill with tears, and when you tried to say something, he covered your mouth with his hand. "You can't. You won't leave me." He says, pressing your face with the hand that covers your mouth. It was hurting you, his nails were almost penetrating your skin. Tears were streaming down his face and he looked devastated.

If it weren't for love, it would be for pain. You needed to be his, you were someone so good, so perfect for him... It hurt his heart that you didn't love him, so he would make you love him.

.....

And from that, he made a truth. He didn't join Hantengu and his clones again, he stayed in your house the whole time, clinging to you. And when you tried to tell him he couldn't do it, and that you wanted your privacy, he freaked out again. That sparkle in your eyes that you saw that fateful night comes back every time you dare to say something that makes him the slightest bit upset.

What about the other clones? Aizetsu told them that the two of you were dating, and consequently, Sekido didn't want to look you in the face anymore, anger took over him when he discovered that "you don't like him". Too bad, Aizetsu implied you were just being nice...

Karaku and Urogi visited you sometimes, but Aizetsu always kept you away from them, so they only stayed for a short time. You were his alone after all, why would you want other people in your house?

"You belong to Me." That's what he says quietly in your ear every night, wanting it to penetrate the deepest part of your brain. He would hug you gently, but the slightest mistake would create a crying, insane mess called Aizetsu.

Author's note (my notes :P)!

He is just a pookie wookie cutie pie.

I hope you enjoyed it and that it met your expectations!

[timkontheunsure]

Revolution - a path to destabilising their government

only slightly serious theory 😛

Stolas was the goeita incharge of a lot of their stability.

He's did prophecies giving them forwarding issues to avoid. And he does try to warn them treat that Blitz badly could spark revolution.

Then Satan call him a pawn, throw s him out like trash, and shows his life doesn't have matter compared to a goeitas.🙄

(Honestly funny if Stolas just trying to save his lover ends up being prophetic).

Stolas is also the officiant for the Harvest Moon Festival, and judge of Pain Games. Which is very good for PR for the royals each year.

Even if Stolas is racially insensitive dumbass, he isn't actively hostile to imps, unlike face stepping on Andy.

The festive is a very important in itself, as a pressure valve. It seems very similar to May Day. That's a hard won holiday that came about because of collective action of farm workers, strikes and destruction of landowning Lord's property. 😈

Even has very similar games, and high injury rates like for cheese roiling (look it up it insane and fun). Basically it was easier to give everyone the day off and big party that face rebellion. (Mwahaha)!

But it's bigger than that, Stolas also curses the crops each year. Acting as magical fertilizer for the next. Helping keep Wrath, very dry place; supplying most of hell's food.

Andraphis wanted Stolas' title, riches and legions. Not so much his work.

He's an arrogant rich prick who's very unlikely to want to go to the jamboree.

So my guess is Andy'll force it onto Via. With the idea he can blame Stolas' lack of training, if something goes wrong with the spell. Stolas was trying make sure Via have a more normal childhood before this, so wasn't teaching every part of his job to her.

We're about a year and a few months since the full deal was started, (link to timeline), so the harvest moon festival should be coming up soon.

If the food supply, in the imp majority ring of Wrath, get dicked over because the little tit Satan put in charge fecks up, or couldn't be arsed to show up...

Right after Satan says the quiet part out loud during Blitz trial.

I wonder how obedient imps will be feeling to a Sin that can't even care enough to make sure people are feed.

People need bread and roses after all. Enough to eat and get by, but enough enjoyment in life and time off too. You can't have a life without both.

With Blitz now a foke hero for being the first to survive being stitched up by that court, as well as last years pain games champion. Things could get interesting. 😈

[sastielsfandom]

(this is a repost)

So you know how a lot of people just ignore or brush past Dean's abusive actions? I believe a good portion of people who do that are just taking what they are seeing at face value. The only context they use is what is directly in front of them.

For example, Dean tricks Sam into 'real' bacon despite knowing Sam doesn't want to eat that type of bacon.

That you can see as a sibling prank, is it messed up? Yes, but you can forgive it very quickly at face value. Siblings get under each other's skin all the time, that's their dynamic, Dean's just pranking his little brother. Right?

However, when you add in more context, Dean often judges Sam on what he eats. He often will reduce it down to rabbit food and acts very annoyed having to see it even if it doesn't affect him. It's seen as a big gesture when Dean gets Sam food he genuinely likes. Not a big deal on its own, right? Just another Dean quirk, he doesn't like healthy food.

Well, going back to that particular scene, it's established, Dean is pretty in charge of the food, it's why Sam doesn't trust the bacon at first and was proved right. In different episodes and scenes, it's implied Dean is the one who basically runs the kitchen. So he runs the kitchen and the groceries. Interesting.

Again, at face value that doesn't seem like a big deal. However, this is not the only thing Dean gets a big say on in Sam's life.

What is Sam in control of then? Not only for himself but the two of them?

Sam isn't in charge of driving, that's Dean's thing. Did Sam ever drive? Yes, but there were always specific circumstances that led to it. Especially if Sam was driving Baby.

"But Dean's the car guy, so that makes sense."  Okay, well, let's look at some more things Dean gets a say in.

Sam going out and who he contacts. Dean always knows, and if he doesn't, Sam is lectured about keeping secrets. "It's because of Ruby!" Is it? This didn't just occur after that, and it certainly didn't stop long after Ruby was gone.

Dean didn't make a big deal out of it before Ruby, it doesn't mean it wasn't a big deal though. Sam always shared that information beforehand, it was expected. And even years after Ruby was long gone, Sam's whereabouts had to be known at all times.

But let's say that's just Dean feeling betrayed and overprotective.

Well, what about Sam's autonomy and Dean getting the final say in it?

How many times did Dean bring Sam back to life without Sam's consent? Not to mention, he tricked Sam into permitting an angel to use his body as a vessel even when Sam was ready to die, it was Dean who was clinging onto him. Dean knew Sam would rather die than let an angel use him as a vessel. Yet, he still did it, and to fix his mistake, he had to let a demon into Sam's body. 

When Sam asked to die, it was decided to keep him alive because Dean wasn't ready to let go. When Dean asked to die, Sam respected his wishes. More than once. And Dean didn't forgive him for that. (When Sam didn't search for Dean when they had both agreed to quit messing with the balance of life and death. To quit going searching for each other when they've passed.)

Or what about forcefully making Sam detox all at once, and pushing on even though it was a very real possibility of Sam dying. Because Dean would rather his brother be pure and dead rather than tainted and alive.

Now, what does this have to do with my first example, of Dean tricking Sam into eating bacon?

It doesn't seem like a big deal until you realize just how much control Dean has over Sam. From Sam's literal life to his food choices and many things in between. Dean gets a say in it, and more often than less, Dean's say is the final say.

But a lot of these examples are excused because they focus on the context surrounding that season, that episode, that scene. However, all of Dean's actions add up and the more context you add to his behavior the more you start to notice this pattern.

Context matters and so does depth.

[brights-place]

hello! could you do headcanons for a "older sister reader" (maybe like a teenager next door?) for Riley, Huey and Jazmine from the Boondocks?

[BOONDOCKS] Boondocks & Older sister!Reader Warnings: Fluff, Fights, Swearing

A/N: YAYYY BOONDOCKS! this is my first request for it because nobody actually requests for it plus I don't know if the fandoms even that big as it was

Summary: The boondocks with a new neighbor beside them who seems to be too kind for her own good that helps the boondocks out especially Riley, Huey, and Jazmine the most.

- Let’s be honest it would obvs play out the same like the mother figure one that I wrote

- Jazmine out of everybody was excited to have a neighbour who was a teenager and someone who acted as a older sister finally!

- Huey would stare at you with squinted eyes beside Riley who would wave you off spouting some things about you even though he has never met you yet

- You would of met Jazmine first since her and her family came to visit and help you guys out which was nice of time too do and Jazmine was helping you place boxes in your room and the girl eyes sparkled when she saw you had some stuffed animals - You gave her one as a thanks and she was so excited so now she has it with her every now and then she loves it - Grandpa was happy that your family invited people in the neighborhood to meet them and oh how you had to deal with not only a happy Jazmine but Huey and Riley were staring you down - Uncle Ruckus keeps on saying the most unhinged shit which you would grimace at and ask the kids if this was normal which it was... for some reason - Next thing you know you were sitting at a table staring at Huey who was rambling to you and you learnt from Riley that Huey - Huey was staring you down and trying to find your motives but his interest was sparked when you asked him about his point of view of things - Huey is a highly intelligent 10-year-old boy that for some reason is a terrorist - His cynicism often touches upon subjects such as politics, religion, the media, businesses and corporations, African-American culture, and American society as a whole. Tending to be obstinate in both manner and speech the kid is 10 and he is doing all this - So when he had someone who actually listened to him about all this asking him questions and smiling at him about his interests while also sharing your own even if they had no relation he wouldn't admit was nice that someone gets his point of view but you did fuss over him getting hurt yet your relationship was still in the works though he was still suspicious of you - Riley kept on flexing stating how he's a gangsta and a thing you pick up was his influenced by the mass media via rap music and television, he frequently uses poor grammar and tends to defend his idols even when his imitations go against common sense and righteousness which you had to point out wasn't exactly good yet he was quick to defend himself and lash out on you - Jazmine though liked to hang around you happily the whole time asking you more questions and was happy that you'd hang with her hell at the greeting party you braided her hair and did different styles which became normal - You end up being able to be around them more due to grandpa and Jazmines parents hanging around them and pestering them - You pester riley for hurting himself as he denies being cared for by you but every now and then he awkwardly comes up to you when your alone and would bother you - Either will judge or enjoy your taste of music he sometimes likes stealing your jewelry by stealing you watch him take it and giggle as if he succeeded on robbing you - You even helped him style a new outfit and he was super proud of it and high fived you before showing it off to huey - You somehow even got on huey's goodside as he lets you help with his experiments yet he gets annoyed that you worry over him yet he can't help but enjoy having a older sister take care of him - Jazmine and you play dress up as you help the girl around and smile at how she was giggling happily that she got to hang out with you - When Huey and Riley were fighting and grandpa wasn't there you smacked the both of them in the back of their heads and told them off which they tried to retaliate at but shut up quickly when they saw you holding up a slipper - When you aren't there and are out of the room for the fights chaos is struck before you come back and see the house a mess you knew the two were gonna get a huge beating from grandpa but you forcing them to not only clean it up but telling them your gonna an even worse beating then grandpa - Jazmine was just beside you trying not to laugh at how you switch up around them all - You became an older sister figure that somehow seemed to stay even when you moved into the neighbourghood for good

[myriadparacosm]

Sirius' Weird Taste

Sirius has very peculiar taste - which is good and thankfully he doesn't make that a big part of his personality but you can see it just with Remus, who at an early point of their relationship really considered if Sirius wasn't dating him because of his lycanthropy. After all he has a lot of scars and this affected his whole appearance since he got it very young. He isn't attractive by popular standards although he is tall but too lanky for it to look natural and his skin has some dents from the scars even when it heals back to his natural skin colour. He also has too much hair, be it facial or anywhere else, and whether it's natural or not too much wrinkles and eyebags for his age. It has happened that students took him as a new professor if he wasn't wearing his school's robes.

His point is that by all standards Remus would be considering ugly, something he has stopped saying at loud because every single one of his friends would bemoan or scold him and come up with senseless arguments. He will never know if he would have looked any different without the bite so he learnt to deal with it but it still leaves the question on how Sirius Black ever fell for him. Remus isn't stupid or oblivious like he might like to act time to time which is why he is fully aware that Sirius is smitten with him - despite everything; although Remus honestly can't judge him on that because if Sirius is down for him then Remus is so far down he might fall off the earth for Sirius.

Sirius has assured him many times that he doesn't like Remus for his lycantropy - which is a bit of rude question when we just snogged twice Moony - and that even without his fancy scars he would bend over for him. All his friends have helped him make peace with his werewolf counterpart, Sirius particularly, but only because they are the same person with just one side more moody - but you give Moony a fair opponent, Sirius said before kissing him.

Remus has learnt all Sirius' whims and his likes or dislikes - how he dresses up like a bloody deity before bringing the ugliest looking sweater ever as a gift because of how amazingly ugly it is which is why it's pretty? He also noticed how Sirius likes crups or hippogriff, always trying to pet them with compliments, but what really seems to really make him go is the weirdest things. The first time Sirius saw a platypus at the zoo, one of their dates, he couldn't stop laughing and yet didn't want to move on - Who cast a spell on it? What is it supposed to be? Why did you pick that nose and short legs you dimwit? You look silly. Let's get one!

Murtlap? Sirius insults them over their 'haircuts' and 'why are you still naked you twat' as he fed and pet them in their Care of Magical Creatures class. Which is surprisingly not him making fun of them but just his weird way of loving them, with silly insults and teasing.

Remus has realised it is exactly how Sirius and Regulus act with each other so the insults really must be just obscure petnames. So Remus supposes that sometimes that's how Sirius just show his love; it's not like they never insulted each other before and while kissing or cuddling.

So Remus is used to Sirius' surprising taste even if he can't always predict them. Like this weird-shaved cat that he proudly shows him. It looks like it came back from war but not in one piece with how odd its black dark grey fur looks to the touch and some spots almost completely naked. You could easily think that someone did it because the poor cat has no fur around his eyes and mouth.

"What is that supposed to be?"

"It's a werewolf cat."

"What?"

"It looks incredible, doesn't it? I know we are dog people but I love her and she is very sweet," Sirius explains as the cat rubs herself against his chin. "The muggles call them werewolf cats because of how rugged they look so I thought she fits perfectly for us. Also sometimes she will be butt-naked because she moults but we don't want a pervert prancing in our home so I'm going to make her clothes."

So they call her Garou - because we have a theme Moony - and she is very sweet with Remus, rubbing, slow-blinking and all at him - because you are related - even if he almost got a heart attack when he went to the loo in the middle of the night and she stood there like a dead animal ressurected. While Sirius and Garou spend their time badmouthing each other, or at least he supposes because Garou likes to meow whenever Sirius talks about her. What did I tell you about strutting around naked? Oh you don't speak to me like that you bald lady. If you didn't look already homeless I would throw you out.

Sirius tries to teach her to attack Regulus but somehow James becomes her prey. Sirius also goes out with her, walking or shopping, throwing dark looks at anyone who looks at them weirdy.

Remus finds no reason to complain and if anything he is more amazed and amused every time.

[sadlynotthevoid]

Once, I had a dream where Og!Cale had been travelling back and forth between Rain City and Little Garden. Then he had to stay on his natal world for a few years, no world hopping for a while, only to come back at Azi Dahaka trying to squash his Kuro-noona's new friend.

He was pissed off.

Just to be clear, he didn't come back alone at that time. His previous travels had been just him teleporting from his room to Little Garden, and then back again, without anyone noticing. This one, however, was not his doing. Mostly.

It's just that he got bored easily and Little Garden's games were fun. It's just that he has always been good at riddles, so beginning with games based on intelligence and deduction skills was the logic thing to do. It was that he got luck and won useful gifts. And it was that winning other kind of games becomes easier the more gifts you have. And, maybe, it was that he didn't realize exactly how well-known was himself between the people there.

Okay, so maybe not having to act the same trash role as always has taken quite a big weight of his shoulders. He felt so free that he forgot to pay attention to his reputation. Running here and there, doing whatever he wants.

(Now that was a luxury he would never indulge in his homeland. Cale could buy almost anything in Rain City, but being himself was not one of them. That was the choice he made, because the price would had been too high.)

Then, one of the residents of Little Garden had heard about him and decided to challenge him. Cale had been at the Henituse County at that time, pondering the pros and cons of healing himself. The child and the foreign god had surprised him a bit, but it was a pleasant surprise. It has been a while since he had been challenged by a kid like this.

The god, some guy that got dragged as the responsible adult— a plant-based deity, if he had to guess—, is designated as the impartial third part. They're not in Little Garden right now, so an extra pair of eyes to act as a judge is necessary. And he won't lie. "Even if I wanted, I wouldn't be able to, since I'm currently under punishment from a previous game", is what he says.

The kid— a redhead with reptilian pupils (was she a dragon?)— also offers a nice deal. Most likely because she doesn't owns a Host Master Authority, she prepared a tempting price for him: salvation from an uncoming danger.

The [salvation] she means is, in simple terms, a massive transmigration to Little Garden. Of course, it doesn't apply just to him, but to anyone of his world according Cale's conditions. (If his conditions include almost everyone who isn't responsible of the threat, and maybe some more that are, that's between him and his guests). Is not Cale's ideal method to keep his family safe, but is the avaible one. Which is good enough for him.

The punishment for Cale if he loses would be just his strongest gift. A bargain, if he says so.

Sure, he likes that gift, is one of his favorites, even. But its worth is not remotely close to his family's lives. Besides, she's not asking his whole deck of cards. 'She would have to wait too much to play with him again if he did so', is what the kid said.

Naturally, Cale accepted.

He also won, but because they were too into the game, they ended up landing on the capital. Inside giant bubbles and with blindfolds covering their eyes. And just in the middle of the Plaza. He's going to have to explain a thing or two to his family, isn't him?

It was good then, that Little Garden wasn't ruled by a noble society.— Noble what? We have demon lords and host masters. Even deities don't get a pass.— Because there's no way his trash persona survives the inquire.

Anyway, the kid kept her word and fulfilled her part of the deal right there. In a matter of seconds, the stone floor under them became grass and their surround changed.

"Space control, my element", she cleared out. Definitely a dragon, then. And one of his world, it seems.

She looked so proud that Cale didn't have the heart to tell her she has just let out two big hints about herself. She's still young, isn't her?

But it was an impressive power. The thousands of people (and maybe even more) hadn't have time to panic before being teleported to a completely different world. Although it seemed like there were some people already grasping into the situation.

However, before they could start asking questions, a little black blurr flew right into the red haired girl.

"Noona! That old white lizard is back! The Rabbit-noona and her friends are fighting him!"

...What.

"Kuro-noona!"

The red dragon stayed still, blinking at the space where his new friend had been just a moment ago.

"Wow, Noona, that red human is really fast!"

Yes, he is. After all, a great dragon like her had almost not being able to see him leave.

Bonus

Bassen, after he met with most of his family: Where is hyung-nim?

Violan: I think I saw him over the front.

Lily: *sees a bright red blurr* He left!

Deruth: What?!

Lily, wide eyed: *raises her voice* That he left!

Bassen, still looking right and left for him: when?

Lily: Just now! He was like "fwoshh". Like a lightning :D

Bonus II

Izayoi: *about to be impaled by a bastard*

Azi Dahaka, the bastard: *about to open a new hole through this brat*

Cale, falling from the sky in pure rage: —your ugly-ass paws away from my friends, scaly-branded cerberus, discount hydra fucker!

Azi Dahaka: *freezes* what?

Izayoi: *snorts*

————

So, a few things more about this dream/AU:

•Cale's deck of cards is like it sounds: a deck of [gift] cards. Bro seriously did not intended to collect so many, but he was having fun.

•If you're wondering why or how can Cale travel to Little Garden and back to home, I think it was a present a sort of big deity gave to him. I have this vague memory of twelve-ish year old Cale sitting on a bed in a milky way-looking room, a giant pink lady standing besides him. She was really cheerful.

•When he is in Little Garden, he spends a lot of time at the No Name community. So much to the point he has his own room there. The only reason he hasn't joined the community is because he still wasn't a full-time resident of that world, an therefore he has some restrictions.

•Due to those restrictions, he can't use all his acquired gifts back outside what counts like Little Garden's world. Most of them get blocked or restrained when he goes back home. The ones who doesn't are the one who lets him jump between worlds, a healing gift and one that basically works like a library. The reason of this is to avoid a big disbalance in his and other worlds.

•Before this, Cale had been on a break from world hopping. He wanted to get officially out of the heir position before going back. With his 18 birthday coming soon, he had to do it soon before someone realizes that he's tecnically still the heir. (Then Choi Han happened). He hasn't seen his friends for almost a year.

•He usually gets into games/fights alone, but he's strong point are group fights where he can help them and use the battlefield like his own scenery.

•He had a gift even since before putting a step into Little Garden, but he wasn't aware. Is not something useful for most games, specially not friendly ones. Deathly fights, however... Let's say he can touch souls, and pulling one out of its body, hence separating them, is not something you can survive. He either fails and his enemy lives, or he succeeds and his enemy dies. He only has used it to pull a soul all the way once before, and it was a possession. The owner of the body was already dead by then, sadly.

•One of his gifts can be used like a warrior legion. It looks like ghostly samurais: glowing, translucid japanese warriors with an ominous aura. He got it from a war deity. (In my dream, he used it to fight Azi Dahaka)

•The gift he used to get to Izayoi and Kuro Usagi so fast was actually an object. A magic hooverboard, basically. Though he is fast, just thought saving energy would be better.

•He and Jack-o-lantern are close buddies. They met when he was thirteen, still so young and naive, travelling around Little Garden for the best sweets. Jack managed to trick him and then teased him about it (not to be mean, he was just to easy to annoy and his face went red really fast, looking like a red panda). In reprisal, Cale kept showing up near him, eating pumpkin desserts for a whole month. Somehow, they grew found of each other in a uncle-nephew relationship. Cale calls him uncle Jack.

•After the fight with Azi Dahaka, Jin presented Cale to the newest members. He and Asuka have a weird rich-kids conversation that no one else understands where they only spoke one or two words per turn (they were comparing life experiences).

•Yo, in all of her cat learned manners, measured him, determined he was not going to harm them, and blinked twice to show approval. For everyone else it looked like she stared at him for a long minute before blinking again. For some reason, Cale feels like Hans would be found of her.

•Izayoi and him get along like a house on fire. Izayoi likes to cause chaos and Cale likes to watch the chaos. Instant friendship. Although Asuka is absolutely sure that Izayoi has a puppy crush on Cale. (Idk if he has, dream asuka was always like "I know what you're" to Izayoi. Most likely not going to happen tho. Cale sees anyone younger than him like "little sibling aged")

•Cale finally joins No Name and some people of his previous world decides to follow as well.

•Lily and Lily bounding.

•Not really important but quite funny: in my dream, because Cale kept running here and there, kicking ass and being a decent person, but forgetting to properly introduce himself, he got an embarrasing nickname. "The Crimson Knight", they say. Cale was so ashamed when he found out. It took years for him to get used to it. Lily was thrilled once she heard about it.

[airenyah]

Your essay on Joong's underrated acting skills deepened my Joong appreciation so much, that I watched Mafia the Series, I'm watching Ploy's Yearbook (even though there is a serious lack of Joong so far), and I'm planning on watching The Warp Effect too. I haven't watched het shows in over ten years, so this is a big deal! 😂 I really liked him with Dunk in their shows, but MTS gave me another facet of him, because he's so timid in it, unlike in SIMM and HA, where he's (seemingly) very cool and in control. So thank you for making me a full time Joong (and Dunk) girl 💜

i saw this message first thing in the morning when i woke up yesterday and it instantly put me in a good mood!!! <3

YESSSSSS I'M SO HAPPY TO HEAR THAT

mafia the series might actually be my absolute fave thai het-show, it's just SO funny!!!! and the entire cast is so great, like, not just joong but the entire cast plays off each other SO well. and don't even get me started on gina virahya and her portrayal of anna kondra!!!!

you know, when i went into mafia the series i saw the poster and was like "ughh i really am gonna have to sit through this standard (overly) dramatic mafia show just for joong, huh. the things i do for my boy..." and then. AND THEN. you can imagine my surprise. i was crying tears of laughter throughout the show and i was actually laughing so hard that my mom made a comment about how she could hear my laugh in my room

beam is my loser boy and joong portrays him in such an adorably awkward way, i love it <333

and yes there IS a serious lack of joong in ploy's yearbook so far :((((

it was quite funny tho bc in the one scene where joong does show up i immediately recognized him by the back of his head, like!! i saw this:

and instantly went "OH there's my boy!!!!!" 😂😂😂

and i can't wait to see him with film bc film did extremely well with gun in not me and i feel like film and joong will also work together really well

you know, i'm always happy to turn people into full time joong (and dunk) girls!!!!!!

i've adored them ever since simm which i watched live from ep2 onwards. fun fact, actually: when i started simm i actually had no idea who they were (even though technically i'd seen dunk in bad buddy already, except i wasn't paying attention to the random high school bandmates and so i didn't actually recognize dunk and only realized later on ahahah)

aaaanyway, i had no idea who they were, right? and so in 2022 my mom and i spent two nights in prague during easter and in the evening we were in our hotel room and we were kinda looking for something to watch. and i was like "hey look, gmmtv has a new bl out and it looks kinda cute and fluffy judging by the thumbnails?? and like something that doesn't require too much brain power?? plus, there's also only two eps out so far, so we'll be caught up right away" and so we watched the first two episodes and then the two of us ended up watching every new ep together every week hahaha

i actually didn't really talk about it on tumblr back then and when you go back on my blog you'll see that there are hardly any simm post. but really, with every new simm episode that aired i liked joongdunk more and more. and especially once the characters started dating i was actually so in awe about just how comfortable joong and dunk were with each other and how they absolutely weren't afraid to touch? like, their physical affection was just so casual, like it was the most natural thing in the world to them in an "i'm-not-even-thinking-about-it-bc-it's-so-normal" kind of way and that was just soooo refreshing to watch?? i was (and still am) truly amazed

and when just a couple of months later, at the end of 2022 gmmtv announced joongdunk were gonna get another show together i got SO excited!! and also when it was revealed that simm was included in our skyy 2!!!!

and then hidden agenda started airing and then i was tagged in that tag game and then i went to watch joong's entire filmography and then i ended up falling into a joongdunk rabbit hole and here we are...

anyway, i have multiple agendas and one of them is turning people into joong fans and dunk fans and joongdunk fans sllksdfd

and my other agenda is getting people to watch mafia the series, bc it's truly a gem of a show!!!!

(speaking of agendas: the only thing that's missing in your message is you telling me that you approve of my fight for a sexy joongdunk vampire bl, like... that would have made the message and the influence of my joong/dunk/joongdunk blogging complete 😂😂😂)

[alexthetrashyraccoon]

I hate having feelings because it means I can cry at any moment, I hate it. I hate my trust in others, I hate my hypocrisy, I hate talking, I hate my class, I hate me living. And I honestly hate the one I called my "best friend" about a week ago.

Who acts like just because they suffered something and got over it, people should do the same, they don't care if they had gone through worse than they had, they don't care that it left a psychological and emotional scar in them, they just... I don't want them close to me anymore, I do not trust them anymore. They think I should look in their point of view, but their point of view is delusional, and fake, they thinks people can easily go over their trauma, just because she did, she says that it doesn't matters of what other think about their traumas, only about what her think, so what is different about it? Do they really care for anything?

Ever since they began to act more sassy, I didn't care, but now, I see I should care. They acted like just because they can go over some sh★t, everyone can, is not everyone who is like that, not everyone can just act like it never happened, because it still follows them, everywhere they go, they can show signs that they don't care about it anymore, but we shouldn't judge on just that, we don't know what they went through, we shouldn't be acting like it wasn't a big deal, everyone has their own way to deal with trauma, but we shouldn't just disrespect someone's reason, just because it doesn't seem like a big deal.

And no, this is not some trauma of mine, but from a story I'm writing, I talked about one my characters trauma to my friends and that one friend I was talking in the start said they deserved it, but, they did no sh☆t, why would they deserve it...? I don't know, but rn I'm really mad at them rn...

If you read until here, I apologize for it being so long, and if some of you disagree with me. I just thought it wasn't fair. They were talking as if everyone should go over their trauma quick and fast, I'm not saying people shouldn't get over their trauma, I'm saying they should do it in their own time, I would hate myself if- (that's where it ended)

So.. I just found this whole ahh essay of me hating on someone, but I don't remember who it is, because, well, I'm Dory 🐟

And I don't remember what it was about either. Maybe I was just having a terrible day and the person reminded me of something that triggered trauma.

[algolagniaa]

I hate being a picky eater so much I'm trying a low fodmap diet to see if it helps my chronic stomach issues and it's like no cheese no dairy no yogurt no bread no pasta no beans no peas no broccoli no onions no garlic no shallots no leeks no cabbage no apples no mangoes no dried fruit whatsoever no peaches no cherries no watermelon no bell peppers no dandelion no nuts and once again NO CHEESE. well that is a solid 60% of my diet easily perhaps even 75% and like yes I still want to try it in order to possibly eventually not feel like shit all the time but in the meantime I feel like shit now!!! it's impossible to maintain a balanced diet and my stomach is screaming at me to please please please make some pasta with cheese so that i can stop feeling weirdly hungry yet nauseous at the same time. and i can't even really bitch about it without people deciding that i'm making my own problems bc why don't I just vary my diet more and eat some new things?? well i have had to struggle my entire life to vary my diet as much as it is now like i used to have like 2-3 meals I could tolerate and would involuntarily throw up any time someone tried to make me eat something else and everyone would accuse me of faking but i wasn't. and it's been a lifelong struggle to overcome that like I still have a lot of anxieties around food and trying new foods especially in front of people. and it's not even like I have a childish palate or something like I LOVE vegetables, I LOVE spicy food, both these things have been true even when I was at my worst like I used to try and make foods palatable by adding insane amounts of pepper to them. I have at least 1 thing I like in many different cultural cuisines like I'm trying so hard but people have this image in their head of picky eaters being childish babies who only like chicken tendies (disgusting to me btw) and throw temper tantrums if they have to eat anything else and for some reason it ENRAGES them like people act like someone else having a limited diet is tantamount to that person brutally murdering their dog in front of them and then taking a big bite of dog meat and spitting it out bc it's not chicken tendies. meanwhile i am out here trying so hard to vary my diet and hide from people how picky i am and i still have judgment coming my way about how my diet isn't healthy enough despite being way healthier than most americans. and even from people who aren't judging me nobody Gets why trying an elimination diet is a big deal and really difficult more than itwould be for another person like they think it's a choice I'm making bc I'm stubborn or don't like to try new things or something meanwhile I would love to just be normal about food but I can't. probably the reason my stomach is so fucked in the first place is because it's been so difficult for me to be normal about food. and it just sucks that I'm the one suffering because of this more than anyone around me is and yet people around me cannot sympathize even a little or even recognize that this is a legitimate lifelong struggle for me

[tea-with-evan-and-me]

Is it just me or am i the only one who takes things she says with a grain of salt? I don't want to dismiss her or anything but unless she specifically mentions him, for me this is part of her exaggerated online persona, probably mixed with a bit of truth in it. Cause let's be real, that's the same person who called Evan her rich boyfriend, who filmed him in sexual poses, "i should 100% get pregnant" and these were not reposts, these were words coming out of her mouth while she was with him. Even if exaggerated, I do think she was seein him in an objectified way to a certain extent. I firmly believe that Evan has his own set of issues too, like significant issues, which i dont want to unpack right now but she was definitely not the wallflower she now portrays herself to be. Sure you could argue that she was immature back then and that her values have changed and that might be true. However she wasn't a teen or barelely legal she was 23, and everything she did or posted or the way she acted was her own decision and her responsibility as an adult at the time. So, by all means.... the Lolita thing is laughable. Also, didn't she also repost stuff about feelinging like no one was on her side when she was dealing with the internet hate? And that, yes I can totally understand if that was traumatizing for her. Having your boyfriend not come to social media to defend you or stop the hate must have been an isolating experience. But i think it can be traumatic for normies to be dating celebrities in general. Not just because of the hate but because of the sudden exposure, as well as the sudden downfall if they leave and you suddenly dissolve back to the unknown and being irrelevant, monetary hopes being crushed etc. I mean everything changes, which i'm sure was also a big part. I believe that gaining and losing all that that comes with dating a celebrity so suddenly was an out of the ordinary, and in hindsight possibly traumatic experience. And that's completely understandable and her feelings in that are valid.

thank you anon, i think this is an appropriate and fair take. 🙏🏼 it was an abnormal situation for a “normal” person to be in, dating a celebrity, having to deal with their fanbase, having to deal with the loss of all the trappings of dating a wealthy actor, etc. and in a public way, with people harassing and spreading hate about you. did fran act inflammatory online? yes. did she deserve the treatment she got from “fans”? absolutely not. but she is someone whose words i take with a grain of salt because she frequently posts exaggerated, offensive and hyperbolic things that i highly doubt even reflect the personality she has offline.

beyond that, it’s crazy i even have to say this, but what isn’t appropriate is anyone trying to make assumptions about someone’s character based on social media reposts. i’m not doing that, sorry. and i’m not entertaining it. abuse, manipulation.. fucking lolita references 😭 no ma’am. you’re not about to come on here and act like anyone anywhere should be judging evan or literally anyone because their ex made tiktok reposts that could possibly be about them. if for some reason you think that’s appropriate, i don’t think this is the blog for you. this is a level of chronically online that even i cannot get with.

[dearweirdme]

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I know you're a relatively new fan, Rain so this isn't aimed at you or anyone who wasn't here then or took a different stance than the one I'm calling out (including OP if it applies) but I wonder where all these voices where when we were calling for a boycott when Bang decided he was going to piss all over BTS work with the UN and take BTS to Saudi Arabia to help participate in the whitewashing of crimes there, especially those towards Yemeni people who BTS were campaigning for one minute and dancing for the benefit of princes and politicians committing atrocities against them the next.

Where have y'all been since then? What's keeping y'all from talking about and calling out that, even now?

If we're going to do this then can we at least expand the moral outrage to everywhere that it applies? Because the decision over Saudi would have been the prime time to cut the monsters head off before it got too greedy and gained too much power but it was near impossible to have our voices heard back then without facing vitriol, doxxing and abuse.

I really hope this boycott works, I do, although I fear it's too little too late at this point because this fandom in general already sent Bang PD a big fat message that anything goes when they shut down protest over Saudi Arabia.

HYBE doesn't give a flying fuck about our opinion because they know they don't have to. I don't judge anyone who feels like the machine is too big at this point or that protests and boycotts won't land where they should and hurt the people they should because its ARMY who have already long laid the foundation for that kind of perspective and not only built the sandpit for men like Bang PD but guarded the gates for him to play in it. Now I see a lot of blame shifting towards newer fans who came into this shit already jaded and knowing what kind of company they were dealing with and at a time when that company has already grown way out of control because fans who had a better chance of forcing a difference before HYBE got to big for their boots didn't want to act.

So if you're a fan reading this or responding to these asks who was in the fandom back then and weren't calling for the same response or are STILL not acknowledging what it meant for BTS to perform in Saudi Arabia then you're a hypocrite and you are in no place to be throwing stones at glass houses now about how people do or don't act. Not until you accept your own responsibility, at least.

And I know y'all hypocrites exist because I've seen some very familiar names on socials calling for action now who were very active in telling the rest of us to shut up and stop complaining then.

And if you were here for the Saudi controversy but are surprised now then I fail to see how because the writing has been clear on the wall since then that Bighit, HYBE and everyone behind the BTS machine were never willing to put their money where their mouth is and the charity work was performative, from the company perspective at least.

If you really got shocked and swerved over Palestine and HYBE getting into bed with the likes of Sc**ter B*aun then you haven't been paying attention to exactly who you've been giving your money to all these years since.

You've already been helping to expand HYBE's greed and influence and whitewash genocide in Saudia Arabia with every album or bit of merch you've bought since. Sc**ter didn't infect HYBE with some sort of 'not giving a shit' disease...birds of a feather flock together. That's how the entertainment industry works in general. If you're looking for clean hands or wholesome billionaires then you're looking in the wrong place. You might as well boycott everything you own and consume that isnt produced by a small or independent business. If you thought that's what you were getting with HYBE even before Sc**ter then...lol.

If y'all want to criticise, try accepting your own complicity and inaction in letting it get this far in the first place.

I personally haven't been buying BTS content for a while now because I don't agree with HYBE's corporate model but if you are one of those people reading this and seething on your Apple Iphone, writing a response from your Apple Mac Computer while sipping a Pepsi and wearing your fave sweatshop sweatshirt that you bought from Amazon who were telling us to sit down and shut up when it came to Saudi Arabia then I hope you are feeling pretty shitty right now because what HYBE has been allowed to grow into and is beating people with an even bigger stick is partly your own fault so who TF are you to criticise anyone from your perch when you had a much clearer perspective of their long game?

Hi anon!

Thanks for this contribution. Army has its own history aside from BTS, and it’s way harder to grasp that in its entirety because it’s not documented clearly (as opposed to BTS).

On this note I’ll leave this discussion for now.

[septembersghost]

How do you think the order of the JM story goes now, if there is one?

i know some people very much don't like this conversation, which is okay, but i do think there's a lot of insight about her and her experiences and her writing that exists within it. i won't go too in depth into that, but the story and progression has significance in my mind, so:

i think there definitely is an order, though only taylor herself knows or could wholly explain that. i want to also preface this with the memory of what a big deal john was at that time, because sometimes i think people either don't remember or don't know, since he's not at that stature now, but room for squares, his debut album, came out in 2001. by 2009, he was working on his fourth album (battle studies, on which taylor featured) and had seven grammys. he positioned himself as this soulful, sensitive, misunderstood guy who was so passionate and lovelorn and dedicated to his music. the friend who introduced me to him was starry-eyed about him, the idea that he had a bad boy streak only added to the appeal. slow dancing in a burning room was on all the swoony playlists (though i was partial to 3x5 and stop this train, and then we got war of my life and edge of desire...). due to his status as a musician, and the specific compliments he gave her (ie: stevie nicks to his tom petty, "this girl is going to be around for a long time") i get why taylor looked up to him and felt that infatuated thrall. (his infamous playboy interview had not happened yet btw). he lived in a duplex in gramercy park that was converted from a church parish house, it still has stained glass windows (stained glass windows in my mind, i regret you all the time). remembering that context is an aspect of the story here. anyway, this is very subjective and my own interpretation, but, to me, they'd go like this:

superman (because it's innocent and sweet and hero-worshipping. "he's not all bad like his reputation") -> i can see you (trying to keep it professional, but developing a situation) -> electric touch (some are attributing this to JG, but i really don't see it because it's very closely aligned with treacherous, and this is the first date, and she's already so nervous and fatalistic. i also have some feelings about the subject here, the duet, and half of my heart. electric touch in and of itself sounds like it could be a JM title. patrick's verse is extremely john-coded. as is, "and you won't need space or string me along..." when connected to his own writing) -> ours (the situation is now serious feelings from her. "they'll judge it like they know about me and you...the stakes are high, the water's rough, but this love is ours.") -> treacherous (parallels back to the idea of hiding away, sleepless nights, an edge of danger. "your name has echoed through my mind and i just think you should know that nothing safe is worth the drive..." the two headlights also appear both here and in electric touch) -> foolish one (she's in love and realizing he isn't feeling the same, and she's already questioning herself and some of the manipulation she's experiencing. "you give me just enough attention to keep my hopes too high.") -> haunted ("don't leave me like this, i thought i had you figured out, something's gone terribly wrong, you're all i wanted") -> dear john (it all falls apart, and she is deeply hurt and scrambling for solid ground, and reassuring herself that she got out in time. "you are an expert at sorry and keeping lines blurry, never impressed by me acing your tests") -> the story of us (he acts as though everything that happened wasn't even a big deal, where to her it was defining. this and dear john could maybe be reversed? but i feel like that breaking point of devastation already happened and she's trying to get her bearings in the story of us. "this is looking like a contest of who can act like they care less, but i liked it better when you were on my side, the battle's in your hands now, but i would lay my armor down if you said you'd rather love than fight") -> i knew you were trouble (basically a reiteration of "i should've known," "and the saddest fear comes creepin' in, that you never loved me, or her, or anyone, or anything..." again hearkening back to "half of my heart is a part of a man who's never truly loved anything") -> would've could've should've (she's grown up, she has all the power of hindsight, maturity, and experience, and she realizes the full extent of damage that was done and that she carries with her. she didn't emerge as unscathed as she'd originally tried to convince herself. she's still haunted and battling the memories. "i damn sure never would've danced with the devil at 19, and the god's honest truth is that the pain was heaven, and now that i'm grown, i'm scared of ghosts, memories feel like weapons, and now that i'm grown, i wish you'd left me wondering." every single one of the previous songs speaks directly to those lyrics. "living for the thrill of hitting you where it hurts, give me back my girlhood, it was mine first").

[nightswithkookmin]

The patience I don't have is being tested, Jesus take the wheel

So, all that accusations just to say you disagree with my take???

Good grief- I can't read beyond your disrespect, delusions and accusations. "You shaming him cos you feel someway about his hair" Do you think may be that could have been the barrier to your communication?

Or you thought that was gonna fly over mi head?

You can't make unfounded allegations against people and expect them not to respond to it are you dumb?

Me, I see your disrespect and I raise you cusses and bruises and emotional damages. It's just the way it is.

Then you went and said I act like I know Jungkook personally- while also explaining to me how he's different on stage and off stage and how he has an IDAF attitude...

Question: are you his Aunt? Mother? Or the dude that suck his dick at night?

No? Then shut the fuck up telling me what he is or isn't. You don't know him personally EEEEEEEDA

As for name-calling please let's play that game. I BEG YOU. I'M ITCHING TO SAY A FEW WORDS.

Come at me find out just how immature I can be🥺

The disrespect aside, your opinion is totally valid and I agree with some of your takes. While I don't know Jungkook personally anyone with a functioning brain and who has been in this Fandom for a day CAN TELL he has an independent devil may care streak.

I was actually one of the few bloggers out here who pointed this out at a time where Jungkook's public persona wasn't as overtly brazen.

I pointed out years ago when he started asserting himself within the group and breaking away from the confines of the members' expectations.

You are seeing this IDAF attitude 2plus years ago, I'm seeing this all the way back to debut. He's always been this person but go on you tell me about it Jungkook's Auntie🙄 😒 😑

"Him giving a fuck about his hair has nothing to do with his shyness" it might be my lack of comprehension skills but I don't understand what you mean💀

Bottom line is, you and I were not there and we are both not him. We both can only speculate on why he's shy. And even though I don't know what your take is exactly on why you think he was shy- it's valid. You do you boo.

If you don't mind sharing it with the class- I would like to read it though 💀

I just don't know why this is such a big deal to you💀

Sometimes I wear things that are edgy and out there when I be on my boss chick shit channeling Lady Gaga until I walk into the office and every one is staring and suddenly the wind blows over my back and I wish I had more fabric covering my butt cheeks.

Jimin laughed at himself for posting his long hair

And I laughed my ass off out here and said the same thing about him making fun of himself because of his hair because he knows it breaks the gender norms and some people will judge.

And yes he got dragged for it too by some people.

I came out here and celebrated that moment as a win for us because I love when BTS do gay shit or gender bending shit so why the fuck would Jungkook wearing his hair long set me off?

Why? Because I love it so much when people conform to tradition and societal norms?

Not only are you assuming things about me you were falsely accusing me of something every one and their mother out here knows is false and when I set the record straight on you you turned around and called me a liar and told me I was backpeddling.

It's bizarre when you people do that shit. So bizarre. It's okay to be wrong you know? Especially about people you think badly off. Because we are not living in your delusions.

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Thank you for the tag(!! @goodsirbeasts

do you make your bed?

Yes, I fold the blanket into a little box and put the pillow on top of it. If its the weekend or I'm going away on trips, I put my stuffed animals in front of the blanket...

What's your favourite number?

4 or 5, birth dates

What is your job?

Give me a job, anything, pls give me a job. I'm a student, I'm jobless.

If you could go back to school would you?

Highschool? Hell no. Undergrad? Yes. But please let me major in sth different this time around.

Do you parallel park?

I can parallel park my bike...

A job you had that surprise people

Give me a job, pls, give me a job...

Do you think aliens are real?

Yes, but our first contact will probably be with some alien bacteria or other microscoptic life forms. Like what the author argued for in the Andromeda Strain.

Can you drive a manual car?

Can't drive.

What's your guilty pleasure?

uh, I don't really have guilt for anything I enjoy anymore(?? But if I have to say, probably eating the McCoy's crisps. Because I insist on licking it first and then eat it. That's why I don't eat them in public, anything worth doing is worth doing right and I want maximal enjoyment for every pence I spend.

Tattoos?

Nah, none, afraid of pain. Also can't settle on sth that I won't regret.

Favourite colour?

Used to be blue, now is purple. I frequenly walk around dressed like a bruise. Or a plum.

Favourite type of music?

I can appreciate basically anything that's not heavy metal or hip-hop, and have favourite artists in many genres. But perhaps folk (traditional ballads, shanties, acoustic ones written in the last century, blues influeced, country-ish, and cowboy trail songs, they all count). It's basically the only kind of music that I sing to myself on a daily basis. Ah for just one time...🎶

Do you like puzzles?

No... I hate them. I don't even like doing jigsaws. Don't have the patience for it. It just doesn't engage me for some reason.

Any phobias?

Insect phobia in general, but especially ones that can fly and big enough for me to notice their anatomy. Just get away from me thank you very much. Also deep sea. I read and write about the sea but I can't swim. I dived one time in the red sea and it freaked me out. Danger danger everywhere and even in clear water on a sunny day, vision is obstructed. Ominous deep blue all around where danger could strike at any moment, falling until you are crushed by water and never touches ground. I really thought I was going to drown back there. Also a serious case of trypophobia, I cannot deal with small holes...

Favourite childhood sport

Badminton, play it with an imaginary net to separate an imaginary court and can never agree on if the shuttlecock is over the net or out of the court, consult imaginary judge. On weekends used to go to the stadium and rent a court with my parents. I am not good but I put my life on the line playing it.

Do you talk to yourself?

When do I not.. I usually am talking to my alter ego Alberto who is also my journal and refer to us collectively using a royal we.

What movies do you adore?

Nostalghia (1983) - Tarkovsky, very dear to me, as someone who left their home country at a young age and have always felt the language and cultural barrier to be insurmontable. But also the hope and longing and things I cannot name in that movie... The only movie that gave me a breakdown.

Stalker (1979) - Tarkovsky, loved the book too, but this film was literally perfect to me. Haven't watched it in years, should tho.

Velvet Goldmine (1998) - Todd Haynes, this is the film that changed me fundamentally as a person, when I was fourteen, watching it on my phone at lunch break. That could be me that could be me that could be me, I thought. It wasn't the gayness, it's seeing people wearing what they want and acting how they want without shame and fear of ridicule, and how it is actually possible. Never seen anything like it. Nowadays that weird, awkward, quiet and also slightly ominous kid in the corner has come out with their velvet and suede and feathers and corduroy flared trousers, and they are all the better for it.

Monty Python & The Holy Grail (1975), no words needed, comrade... What doesn't it have? Holy hand grenade, coconut shell horses, and a question about the carrying capacity of an african swallow.

Coffee or Tea?

Tea, always. Loose leaves please, brewed in a proper teapot. It is my dream to continue my family tradition, existing and chatting over a pot of tea. The first thing when we step past the threshold: "tea?" "yes." Would love to have all my friends around for tea, but they are mostly coffee or non-beverage people.

First thing you wanted to be growing up?

Indiana Jones.

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